2007年4月15日 星期日

現真身

昨日同在上海長註既朋友web phone,佢提到:「好悶呀!有冇d正blog介紹呀?」

都真係震一震,係佢上年介紹我睇港燦既,咁我先開始睇blog,睇睇下仲自己都寫埋添.

但係我寫blog依樣野,就真係無話任何朋友知.我自己既野,其實好少會吾話比人知,多數講下講下就講出來,可以吾講咁耐,都真係未試過.

咁,未介紹CK同渣估比佢囉.

朋友話:「睇緊啦!」

吾係掛,心諗,咁你有冇click下click下睇過Samsara先.

咁,未推介AK囉,Office Politics佢實鍾意.啊,block左.

咁,CM啦,人治心法,好實用呀.block埋.

咁,ZZ小姐啦,飲食買衫,實岩啦.嗯,又block左.

咁,魔術師啦,sina吾知會吾會好d,又有股經.唉,都係block左.

咁,肥醫生啦.你仲講六四添,block曬.

當時,我希望大陸永遠都block Samsara.

可能我應該開始講六四,八九民運,民主,人權,法治,新聞自由,台獨,新疆獨立,達賴喇嘛,王丹,丁子霖.

仲有,我真係支持全民普選特首:民主與自由,人人都應該擁有.

唉,我睇得最多既blog,緊係Samsara啦.

不過,都在度問自己,做乜咁驚現真身呢?

我依個朋友如果問我問題,我既答案會同在blog既一樣嫁喎.

雖然我成日在辦公時間寫blog,但係一來佢吾會報寸,二來我都無影響工作.

如果有朝一日佢問我係未Samsara,我又會點答呢?

真係幾難同d咁熟既friend講大話嫁喎.我又吾係殺人放火.

最緊要係,有乜好驚先?

真係自己都搞吾明.

27 則留言:

cheryl 提到...

冇所謂吖,我仲成日迫我d朋友睇,不過佢哋唔睇咋嘛

Yun 提到...

yes... sometimes I feel there's a dilemma in it too... for a year, I blog without telling anyone. then I decided to make it "public." (I started a new blog.) I told some friends. But I realize, for people who don't have the habit of reading blogs, they just won't read it (except few). But they might read it once in a while. So that's where my worries come in... I think the blog is just a glimpse of my thoughts, and if they only read a piece of it, it might not represent myself... and sometimes, because I know some of them might or are reading it, there were things that I couldn't post...

I think blog is like a one-way street. You said something, but the reader can interpret it however they want, but you don't know how they interpret it. It would be better if they can give me feedback (which most don't).

Anyway... I do tell myself not to think too much about it. My blog doesn't fully represent who I am. If they are truly my friends, they should be able to see beyond that.

But I guess if a friend is willing to read it consistently, I would be greatly to share.

渣估 提到...

好多博客都會有你呢個「又想收埋, 又想開晒」既矛盾, 包括小弟。

最近見到《危危下望》既70/F 同埋新識一個一直「開晒」既《糖果屋》 Candy, 竟然有點蠢蠢欲動, 想一野 post 張相出黎。

對好多人黎講, 亦可能正正係「欲開又閂」、猶抱琵琶半遮面既狀態, 將人性心內既少許陰暗面浮上水面, 但又唔係成隻潛艇浮晒上黎, 至係 blog 好玩既地方。

(亦係點解咁多人鍾意睇喵妃既原因!)

Albert 提到...

有時做人真係似一台"水車",係河水和空氣中生存.....

C.M. 提到...

香水姐姐:

很念(哈哈)!

小弟都要經常往返大陸,得朋友介紹,於是用了 bloglines.com.

好似其他類似既網站咁,可以從不同的blog取得 "feed" (查實唔知咩黎),依家就算係大陸,都可以見到被block既blog web 都可以睇到(例如 wordpress)。

不如建議你朋友試下用丫!有個唔知乜鬼個feed幾正:
http://samsaradiary.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default (for posts)

及:http://samsaradiary.blogspot.com/feeds/comments/default (for comments)

至於AK兄:http://alexiskong.wordpress.com/feed/ & http://alexiskong.wordpress.com/comments/feed/

咁你朋友就唔洗煩,日日都睇到你個post啦!

seikomatic 提到...

有人欣賞當然系動力之一,但如果怕流失觀眾,就住泥就...

俺之前狂玩 forum,但就系覺得人地地頭,比面比面,講唔o岩聽除左比人剷到反艇外,仲要玩抵制,所以開始明白好多堅既 forum 友只睇唔講,咁 forum 交流學野既作用就無晒囉。

所以跟車尾學你地都寫,當然開始都留意住個流量.....但慢慢覺得,俺系先寫比自已睇,年紀大,好多之前既野都唔記得,今日寫底將來睇番,最開心,得著既,就系自已。由是俺覺得隨意寫,乜野題材都得,只要指桑罵槐,無人話要告你誹謗,盡情吧,自已的地方暮天席地都唔敢?否則又番到作繭自縛既死胡同。

ak 提到...

Samsara姐姐,

真係唔知點解AK個站在國內俾人block...之前Katrina番北京都睇到(佢一定唔識用feed呢d方式)...Anyway...

講真...如果要驚開哂會有殺身之禍既,咁AK就一早唔鬼寫...雖然,的確係好多相熟既老友睇完都會話AK「玩火」...但係要AK就住就住...AK就不如封劍歸隱...

暗黑的卡夫卡 提到...

If your friend REALLY want to read those blogs...try the following way:

http://ya.iyee.cn/2007/03/another-way-to-visited-banned-blogspot.html

need to change some files in c:\ so probably not a good idea using company computer lol

匿名 提到...

Samsara,咁你有邊D blog每日必睇架?

小讀者

C.M. 提到...

嘩,暗黑的卡夫卡,你好光明呀!

多謝你!(等小弟借傢伊睇下 IT點反應先~~)

火鶴 提到...

女俠sara,
國家有個「組織」專門去監察網上博客言論, 其實都幾恐怖. 你諗吓, 全職坐响度睇你寫乜, 唔係欣賞你嘅心思, 而係睇你有無危害國家安全, 你都咪話唔驚. 唔知佢哋揾唔揾到我哋嘅真正身份(真身)呢? 如果到時返深圳揼骨過關時無啦啦沒收咗我張回鄉卡時, 咁就真係「奶嘢」嘞.

介紹佢睇火鶴囉, 嬉笑怒罵, 無嚟正經. oops, 俾sara block埋.

Justin 提到...

我曾經諗過用另外一個身份去寫blog,但,有時,寫得興起,好難唔同身邊既人講,但,一同身邊既人講,就失去左用另一個身份寫blog既目的。於是,我,都係用番真名寫blog。

另,那,即,你唔係叫Samsara?

AK: 聽人講話係成個wordpress都俾大陸block左。

Samsara 提到...

我結果諗來諗去都吾知有乜好驚,好d朋友又吾會害我,而d真係莫明恐懼.

咁要對付依d恐懼,就係要面對佢.

所以,我昨日講左比我在上海個朋友知,仲講埋比另一個朋友知.

咁,有識我既人知道我寫blog啦,我本來分得好清既人界同blog界已經開始low埋.

但係,無野呀.我都係咁寫.

Gideon 提到...

佢地唔係續個續個 website/block 咁 block 下話,個 internet 每分每秒都 update 得咁快,真想知佢地啲 rules 係點 set 。又如果好似我咁搬黎搬去,佢地又會唔會 block 唔切?之但係我地寫埋晒啲火星文,都預左國內啲人唔會睇喇(淨返低註國內既香港人添)。

Samsara 提到...

Cheryl:
係呀,我一講完就開始迫我d朋友睇同留言啦.佢地都吾係今日先知自己遇人不淑嫁啦.

小雲:
在文字中所表達既,絶對比你想像中多.又,大家如果有互動,就吾係one way啦.學我咁,要佢地留言或者話比你知佢地既意見囉.

點解我覺得你都有d悲觀呢?


渣老闆:
我係以文會友嫁,我在依度既文字同思想,緊要過我個樣好多喎.要真名同post相先算開晒...都好高要求喎.

不過,你post相好呀.吳彥祖同八両金依兩個吾同既物種溝埋會點,真係好想知呀...嘿,都知你只係講下.

Albert:
水車,又比喻得幾好.咁,我要多d時間在空氣中,吾要潛水.

CM哥哥:
連你比d link,都係一時時block埋.我打左咁多keywords,連Samsara依家都block埋啦.

大師:
Blog又真係自己地頭,我都吾會就住就住,我d劣根性,朋友仲清楚各位網友...

AK哥哥:
你比人block左啦.不過,一直都好佩服你,真係要寫就去到盡,勁!

卡夫卡哥哥:
多謝你條link,等我叫個朋友再試下.

小讀者:
我一日到黑真係睇blog先係正職呀,吾好學我,要專心讀書,無益嫁.

火大俠:
就憑你依番言論,都夠晒blog你啦.
香港真係好好嫁,一水之隔,就差好遠.
之不過你係火星咁遠,咁乜驚呀!
等我叫個朋友試下你個blog先.

Justin:
我吾係叫Samsara,我開名可能會比人炒呀.

Samsara 提到...

工程師:

咁啦,我比個朋友一份功課,要佢試晒我睇開d blog有冇比人block啦.

佢一定好後悔要我介紹blog比佢,依家吾只比我迫佢留言,仲要做testing...

火鶴 提到...

咩唔驚呀, 雖然我喺火星咁遠, 但係都驚返唔到大陸旅遊, 中國, 真係有好多靚景值得遊覽.

仲有, 我呢一身銅皮鐵骨, 全靠去深圳揼骨.

Samsara 提到...

火大俠,我都想去西藏新疆,不過無咁多假又好難揾人同我去.

揼骨我就吾岩啦,好痛呀.

又,之前答漏左,我最初寫blog係好介意hit rate既,但係而家連個counter都拆左,我只係想同各位網友交流.

我連佛謁d咁趕客既野都照寫囉,君子和而不同呀嘛.

Blog界既空間有幾大,就睇大家既胸襟有幾大.

七十樓危危下望 提到...

> Blog界既空間有幾大,就睇大家既胸襟有幾大.
岩呀岩呀


我唔信我行出街有人會單憑果兩張相就認得我囉
當然
如果你約左我
雖然素未謀面你都一定認得

其實呢
一個人
除了五官身型
仲有舉手投足既姿態

仲有
都係果兩句:
1. blogging 是一種溝通;
2. 若要創造令一個我,去補足這一個我,我只會愈來愈迷失自我


我雖然無寫全明丫
但我諗我同 justin 同 gideon 都幾用全名既心態都似架喎
嘻嘻
(睇下我幾時炒大鑊)

C.M. 提到...
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C.M. 提到...

>>Blog界既空間有幾大,就睇大家既胸襟有幾大.

香水姐姐:

查實我好小氣架。我成個復活節係度等你,等左成個禮拜都見你唔到,個人幾唔高興呀。然後等到你終於返左黎,但又一句聲都唔出播。好,你話返黎工作忙,都算,但都打聲招呼嘛!

你話勒,我等左你咁耐,咁為得你,你都應該比番十分鐘單獨會面既時間我丫,但就只係得一句咩話。咁我係同其他粉絲唔同傢嘛,你係咪應該回應下先,係咪應該比番多d時間我先,我山長水遠由上面公幹落黎.....

Samsara 提到...

七十:

我無開真名亦都吾會post相,不過我亦都無創造另一個自我,在依一度,大家只不過叫左我個nickname.

我總之就有碗話碗,有碟話碟啦.

Samsara 提到...

CM哥哥,

你其實好識得tun人既,我既粉絲,真係令我飄飄然呀.

其實你篇文希望你信有愛我睇左幾次,不過,愛又要分真假,落定義,仲最後搞到要分名詞同動詞,十足linguistics堂咁,真係吾識答嘴喎.

我信有愛嫁,不過,吾肯定會降臨在我身上之嘛.

又,火火有兩篇文章講得好岩,吾駛話一定要去到某個stage(e.g.,結婚,生仔)先會開心既,要開心而家就可以開心啦.吾駛話一定要等到Mr Right出現先開始生活既,之前既日子都只係用來等...傻嫁咩.

喵妃 提到...
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Samsara 提到...

喵妃,我都好佩服七十嫁.

同埋,你玩得開心就得啦,吾駛煩惱開吾開名同樣嫁.

Yun 提到...

噢﹖我悲觀﹖其實我份人基本都算幾樂天。不過好鐘意諗野……有時左諗諗右諗諗﹐都幾會鑽牛角尖。但好多時都會諗通既。

不過近排係有D野既……近尾聲架喇……應該okay……

And... about blogging...
not everyone likes to write or read blogs. I forced my best friend to read mine, but I know there's no way I can force her to comment. She knows me too well, nothing to comment anyway. For others, I don't really care if they want to read or not. Of course I won't force anyone to.

Samsara 提到...

小雲:

我都好容易鑽牛角尖,不過依家好左好多lu.

我話迫d朋友姐,又點會真係迫?我要佢地同我一齊都覺得開心,咁,勉強當然無幸福啦.